You're brother is in heaven. I belive that. If you really miss him, sometimes go out, and just look at the sky... Its so amamzing.. Old people said, that when someone dies, a new star is born. He's watching you. I know it, he is with you, but you can't see him. He is watching what you're doing. So be brave, make him proud. Don't get into drugs and all stuffs. Be stronger! I ment that from the heart. I didn't know you're brother, but that made my cry.